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How ya doin, this is Chad. I reject your reality, and choose to substitute my own. Thank you very much.i just realized something. i've never really done anything. . . . this blog is for the dust, it has a few more entries to go and then we will move on to .. wordpress? adapt2? whats going on here ... 01/08/09dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh daba doop deba deh daba doop a deba daba doop deba deh daba doop a deba ...
last words - 07:15 07/18/07 no one knows for sure what this world is for; where it has come from; or where it is going. based on this principal, i will keep my mouth shut. all change will go on inside of me. i think i've said enough already.
Monday, June 29, 2009Ten Million Miles Away From The Sun
A Talk regarding the current conflict in Darfur, T'Chad, Africa,
and the passing of Micheal Jackson. I am sometimes harsh and seemingly insensitive to what others around me believe to be the truth. This is because my own ideas of truth are generally far departed from any consensus, and I have a difficult time expressing my self, beyond these words and the conversations I may have. So let me attempt to clarify what I have recently said. I remember in the late 80's the popularity of Micheal Jackson. I can clearly recall the huge color TV in the living room of my house in NY. Whatever was on TV, would easily be interrupted by the new song by him. I remember Bad, Thriller, and a few other videos being put on irregardless of what was on; the president could have been speaking, and, awp, Micheal has released a new video, and we have to cut to that. I really enjoyed the music; before I was a teenager I was not very interested in music, but the vibe of Micheal and his music was very inspiring, and I may have even danced a little bit. On facebook I made a comment in a thread regarding his passing. I stated, quote, "I could give a damn about one celebrity passing, when possibly hundreds of Indigenous people carrying spears were slaughtered by police from helicopters with absolutely *no* coverage." I do not wish to disrespect his passing, or state that I do not like him. However in the grand scheme I do not think that it has as much relevance as the recent events in Devils Curve, Peru, or even the conflict in Darfur. I attended a party at the Full Circle Farm last night, and they were asking for donations to send to the children in Sudan, who were being taken from their families and sold into Slavery. My understanding is that in Sudan, hundreds of years ago, there existed *no* problems on the scale that we see today. It is my belief that the Way Of Life and the level of Privilage that most Americans have experienced is directly due to the exploitation and lack of human empathy that began on a large scale with the subjugation and control of the African continent. So when I first came to the party here, surrounded by, excuse me, caucasians, I felt extremely out of place. I felt that the fund raising was in jest, in some ways it is conscious, and an aware movement, but on the *grand scheme* it would be all but impossible to explain my view on why all of these people have been able to enjoy such privilages as having time to be aware of domestic and governmental conflicts abroad. So I did not feel well. I felt angry in some ways. I still feel this way, disconnected from the consensus, because I find it very hard to say "this computer I am typing on is filled with precious metals from third world countries" and "everything that is imported into America is shipped using large amounts of natural gas, which is ultimately taken from places like Nigeria, and South America". As I found these things out it made me want to simply leave this place. No matter how aware they get, it will take them quite some time to understand that any importation of goods, any interaction with so called Third World Nations, amounts to agreeing to this slavery, agreeing to this seperation of natural peoples from their original ways of life. No matter how low the gas consumption of my car, no matter if it is a hybrid, or a tiny electric vehicle, the machine behind it that creates these goods, is ultimately evil. No matter how organic the food I eat, there is always going to be Ecco-Aparteid, people who really need health, but will never be able to afford it. As long as we are in a culture that cannot exist on its own, and "requires" goods and importation from other nations, we will all be perpetuating the slavery and destruction of foreign lands and people. No amount of donations to them will stop it. Someone said, that in Sudan, there *is* no currency. Do you know why? Because there has *never* been one except for that which was imposed by colonialism. One point I have. I do not ask questions. I create solutions. So it is difficult for me to learn from others. But I do listen intently to everyone. And I would like to hear all view points. -- I finished the last paragraph of this writing in the company of the people who sponsored the party. They said that at least $1000 was donated for the cause of slavery in Sudan. They had pledged to match each dollar donated and send it off to the Sudan. With so much cultural pressure present I had no inclination to discuss my views of what was going on. Each person there seemed to be very well off, very set in their ways, and very aware that their way of life would end. They were just enjoying it while it lasted. |
So, uh, am I watching you,
or are you watching me? Is this a dream? Or are we on TV? I saw it in a mirror once, like it came to me, but I forgot, due to residual complacency.
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