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How ya doin, this is Chad. I reject your reality, and choose to substitute my own. Thank you very much.i just realized something. i've never really done anything. . . . this blog is for the dust, it has a few more entries to go and then we will move on to .. wordpress? adapt2? whats going on here ... 01/08/09dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh daba doop deba deh daba doop a deba daba doop deba deh daba doop a deba ...
last words - 07:15 07/18/07 no one knows for sure what this world is for; where it has come from; or where it is going. based on this principal, i will keep my mouth shut. all change will go on inside of me. i think i've said enough already.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009An Indigenous Woman in the 50's - You supported it!
In the 50's a woman was diagnosed as having
had nervous breakdowns after a move from (then only a territory) Alaska to Texas. She was prescribed Thorazine, and perpetually kept in a state of complete sedation; when not going in and out of mental hospitals. I talked with the womans daughter for quite some time. She told me that she thought her mom was just really tired all of the time, but learned later in her life that Thorazine was a very heavy sedative. Her mother had married a Caucasian man, from which three children were born. She told me that while in school, it was forbidden to speak her native "Indian" language. As the spanish had come to america and decimated the indigenous population and integrated the remainders, her mothers last name had been changed to "M******", and from her father the name H******** was attached. We slowly drove through the mountains of Santa Barbara having this discourse. I came to the conclusion that if you had, for many generations, spoken a language, had various customs, various leaders, a history, healers, etc... And they were taken away. Systematically destroyed. And then *laughed at*. Invalidated. Would you choose to integrate, adopt your enslavers ways? Language? History? A history that told you that the people that you came from, the "darkies", were basically some form of unevolved, uncivilized people, and that all of their history was wrong? My first impulse would be to kill every fucking one that looked like my enslaver. But we all know that its deeper than that. As the enslaver has sat and thought, at great length, about the subjugation and destruction of the planet that he was trapped on, I will say that the problem has been extended into the realm of language, so that the people of subjugation will begin to subjugate themselves. She told me about an experiment where young african slave descendants were shown two dolls, one white and one black. They were asked which doll was the "good" doll, and, each one invariably pointed at the white one. They were then asked which doll 'they' were, and, again, they pointed at the white doll. Well, I digress, this story has been played out and told over and over again, to the point where most don't even really care, understand, nor have any sympathy. Most have simply integrated, as it is easier, dissolved their ancient identities, and accepted the reality that their enslavers has presented as true. I have not, will not, and will never, and I will die with the knowledge of my past, no matter how distorted it is, no matter how much of it has been destroyed, this is not my home and I will never accept it. There. So systematic destruction has been common place. In fact, so many people cry about the Jews and the Holocaust, but, please, please, eugenics was a program of destroying all races that were thought to be "lesser" than the 'civilized' white man (who could not even value human life... right) and the Holocaust was the 'largest' of such persecutions - but before that *many* races were experimented on and tortured. So, to me, making a big point of the Holocaust being so damaging to the human race is actually a way of distorting the truth of what the program of Eugenics was about. Destroying all people non-white - and Hitler was not the only one taking part in this belief system. Location: Devils Curve, Peru. Date: June 5th, 2009 Indigenous Weapons: Spears, Bows & Arrows Police Weapons: Machine Guns, Tear Gas, Armored Vehicles While there is very little news coverage, very few pictures, but a lot of internet press, it is said that the people were protesting the sale of some 200,000 sq. miles of their territory to be transformed into mining properties and deforestation projects. The police began to fire their automatic weapons and tear gas directly into the crowd, and while it is simply ludacris to believe these killers and thieves, they say somewhere around 20 police were killed, and 70 indigenous. This is very recent news, it is very covered up, and it is directly related to every single Affluent persons support for their comfort and way of life. My belief is that this level of industrialization has only been sustained for two to three generations at most, and will only be able to sustain for two or three more generations, at most. It is fine to be caught up in the new release of cell phones and fancy cars so that you can't see reality, and only run from appointment to appointment. But know that you are a sheep, a sheep pulling a boat of proportions grander than you can even see, which carries the carcasses and blood of every murdered and enslaved indigenous person from every part of the globe. Remember, you support it. Labels: indigenous culture destruction comfort affluent
There is a quote posted on the D.A.C. lab at SBCC, that says
"Art is either plagerism or revolution." Some places I've read state that it means 'either art is copied or brand new'. However, I have a different perspective. The inherent perspective inherited by most caucasian's has absolutely no loss. No pain. Simply the pleasure afforded by all of the indigenous people's that have been exploited, so that they can live in high rises and drive cars. So, I think that the quote means, either the art has been created for no reason, with no heart, with no purpose, or it has been created to encourage "revolution" - which if you aren't intelligent and aware enough means a revolution against these mindsets that think that the destruction of sacred life and of the earth is simply a game that will restart it self after some time. |
So, uh, am I watching you,
or are you watching me? Is this a dream? Or are we on TV? I saw it in a mirror once, like it came to me, but I forgot, due to residual complacency.
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