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mp3 How ya doin, this is Chad. I reject your reality, and choose to substitute my own. Thank you very much.
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Remember: This is written for me as well as for you. - 08-12-05
i just realized something.
i've never really done anything. . . .

this blog is for the dust, it has
a few more entries to go and then
we will move on to .. wordpress?
adapt2? whats going on here ... 01/08/09

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last words - 07:15 07/18/07

no one knows for sure what this world is for;
where it has come from; or where it is going.

based on this principal, i will keep my mouth
shut. all change will go on inside of me.

i think i've said enough already.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

 

An Indigenous Woman in the 50's - You supported it!

In the 50's a woman was diagnosed as having
had nervous breakdowns after a move from
(then only a territory) Alaska to Texas.

She was prescribed Thorazine, and perpetually
kept in a state of complete sedation; when not
going in and out of mental hospitals.

I talked with the womans daughter for quite
some time. She told me that she thought her
mom was just really tired all of the time,
but learned later in her life that Thorazine
was a very heavy sedative.

Her mother had married a Caucasian man,
from which three children were born.
She told me that while in school, it was
forbidden to speak her native "Indian"
language.

As the spanish had come to america and
decimated the indigenous population and
integrated the remainders, her mothers
last name had been changed to "M******",
and from her father the name H********
was attached.

We slowly drove through the mountains of Santa
Barbara having this discourse.

I came to the conclusion that if you had, for
many generations, spoken a language, had various
customs, various leaders, a history, healers, etc...

And they were taken away. Systematically destroyed.
And then *laughed at*. Invalidated. Would you choose
to integrate, adopt your enslavers ways? Language?
History?

A history that told you that the people that you came
from, the "darkies", were basically some form of
unevolved, uncivilized people, and that all of their
history was wrong?

My first impulse would be to kill every fucking one that
looked like my enslaver. But we all know that its deeper
than that.

As the enslaver has sat and thought, at great length,
about the subjugation and destruction of the planet that
he was trapped on, I will say that the problem has been
extended into the realm of language, so that the people
of subjugation will begin to subjugate themselves.

She told me about an experiment where young african slave
descendants were shown two dolls, one white and one black.
They were asked which doll was the "good" doll, and, each
one invariably pointed at the white one.

They were then asked which doll 'they' were, and, again,
they pointed at the white doll.

Well, I digress, this story has been played out and told
over and over again, to the point where most don't even
really care, understand, nor have any sympathy. Most have
simply integrated, as it is easier, dissolved their ancient
identities, and accepted the reality that their enslavers
has presented as true.

I have not, will not, and will never, and I will die with
the knowledge of my past, no matter how distorted it is,
no matter how much of it has been destroyed, this is not
my home and I will never accept it. There.

So systematic destruction has been common place. In fact,
so many people cry about the Jews and the Holocaust, but,
please, please, eugenics was a program of destroying all
races that were thought to be "lesser" than the 'civilized'
white man (who could not even value human life... right)
and the Holocaust was the 'largest' of such persecutions -
but before that *many* races were experimented on and
tortured.

So, to me, making a big point of the Holocaust being so
damaging to the human race is actually a way of distorting
the truth of what the program of Eugenics was about.


Destroying all people non-white - and Hitler was not the
only one taking part in this belief system.

Location: Devils Curve, Peru.
Date: June 5th, 2009

Indigenous Weapons: Spears, Bows & Arrows
Police Weapons: Machine Guns, Tear Gas, Armored Vehicles

While there is very little news coverage, very few pictures,
but a lot of internet press, it is said that the people were
protesting the sale of some 200,000 sq. miles of their territory
to be transformed into mining properties and deforestation
projects.

The police began to fire their automatic weapons and tear gas
directly into the crowd, and while it is simply ludacris to
believe these killers and thieves, they say somewhere around 20
police were killed, and 70 indigenous.

This is very recent news, it is very covered up,
and it is directly related to every single Affluent persons
support for their comfort and way of life.

My belief is that this level of industrialization has only
been sustained for two to three generations at most, and
will only be able to sustain for two or three more generations,
at most.

It is fine to be caught up in the new release of cell phones and
fancy cars so that you can't see reality, and only run from
appointment to appointment. But know that you are a sheep, a sheep
pulling a boat of proportions grander than you can even see, which
carries the carcasses and blood of every murdered and enslaved
indigenous person from every part of the globe.

Remember, you support it.

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There is a quote posted on the D.A.C. lab at SBCC, that says
"Art is either plagerism or revolution."

Some places I've read state that it means 'either art is copied or brand new'. However, I have a different perspective.

The inherent perspective inherited by most caucasian's has
absolutely no loss. No pain. Simply the pleasure afforded by
all of the indigenous people's that have been exploited, so that
they can live in high rises and drive cars.

So, I think that the quote means, either the art has been
created for no reason, with no heart, with no purpose, or
it has been created to encourage "revolution" - which if you
aren't intelligent and aware enough means a revolution against
these mindsets that think that the destruction of sacred life
and of the earth is simply a game that will restart it self after
some time.
 
an undocumented past leaves a lot of room for interpretation
until the lions have their historians, tales of the hunt will always glorify the hunter
and i wasn't saying this is right, im just saying its what i write

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