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mp3 How ya doin, this is Chad. I reject your reality, and choose to substitute my own. Thank you very much.
[     each man - one way; each horse - one stance; each church - one buddha;each master - to his own technique     ]

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Remember: This is written for me as well as for you. - 08-12-05
i just realized something.
i've never really done anything. . . .

this blog is for the dust, it has
a few more entries to go and then
we will move on to .. wordpress?
adapt2? whats going on here ... 01/08/09

dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh dugga duh dugga duh dugga-dugga-deh-duhh daba doop deba deh daba doop a deba daba doop deba deh daba doop a deba ...

last words - 07:15 07/18/07

no one knows for sure what this world is for;
where it has come from; or where it is going.

based on this principal, i will keep my mouth
shut. all change will go on inside of me.

i think i've said enough already.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

 

devils curve, peru

peril, peril ye who walk here, for this is not real, not one bit of it,
only the strings holding it all together are, and even then, they are
just strings ... [so watch how you walk. don't fall. all is sacred.]

I cannot believe that in 2009 there is still such serious devaluation
of life propagated all the way to ... well folks, I believe it goes all
the way to the buttons and screens you are pushing now, this unsustainable
technology that we are all becoming so comfortable with, these global products
that we consume and take advantage of and "need", though there is "no way"
to get away from it ...

well, thats in the box, but I'll tell you, I don't even got a box no more,
its just a fuckin dot. Try and get out of that. [they dodge, but thay cannot hide]

The fact of the matter is that at the age of 30, I feel awed and afraid and
*prepared* to walk up a long mountain road, to the utmost top, and receive a
vision from .. the elders .. the gods ..

The fact of the matter is that in 2009 most people find drugs by accident or
as a seeming escape, but 5000 years ago indigenous tribes *most likely*
routinely introduced the world of the 'real' and the humility of the
psychedelic experience to their young through ancient (then!) ritual,
when they were *teens* - 13? 14?

So as a culture we are immature. Knowing that now reject everything you
think you know or have been told and go crazy for a while, its *OK*, and
now try and integrate all of this "stuff" you feel with all of these things
you "suddenly" seem to know.

It is no mistake, there is no "god", there is no difference between science and
religion, there is no alternation between right-wing and left-wing, globalism
is capitalism is imperialism is slavery is right now is going on is tomorrow is
next year is ten years from now is your childrens future is their childrens future.

If you fucks don't all wake up and microscope on these Rothchild lunatics, or gods,
whichever it may be, pay attention to the fine points and government reactions to
the 9/11 farce, respond by accepting that the 'truth' will require a jarring to
your consciousness, unless you 'want' it to be 'gradual' - in which case you are
personally choosing to limit your awareness of truth and slowing down your trott
on the road to self realization.

I denounce all things popular, everything not chewed on and understood by my own
eyes ears hands and mind, even much of 'new age' and spiritual explanations for
the state of the world, (and I only say that because I'm *surrounded* by these nuts)

I can only add up that probably eighty-five percent of ya'll are in necklace, and
you can do the rest of the math.

I reject everything but my own intuition, and even then, I take turns fully rejecting
that.

Follow me.

For a moment, and then forge your own path. There are millions of unpaved roads
in this universe.

The only thing being utterly controlled has taught me is .. that I can utterly
control. It is a method, and those intuitive can decipher anything they see and
regurgitate it back with high likeness.

I shall only begin to work on what I must send to the future in absence of my
life, as these are going to be the only things that will last to possibly tell
the future of what has happened and that it may happen again.

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an undocumented past leaves a lot of room for interpretation
until the lions have their historians, tales of the hunt will always glorify the hunter
and i wasn't saying this is right, im just saying its what i write

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