Teh Encyclopaedia de Tchadwick [archived]

Some modifications.

I am convinced that I have an idea
that many others do not have or
do not dwell on and recognize its
importance and relevance and utilization.


Dealing with this information is incredibly stressful, as is attempting to create a monument to reflect on this situation,

and either dispel the delusions of grandiosity or to put forth positive purpose and action into the world.

[Idiocracy]

A destiny is sketched out onto the backdrop chosen by a character.

A character is set of routines and 'policies' that are dictated by habits.

Habits are automated responses that are controlled by daily rhythmic actions.

Actions are manifestations that are created due to the power of thought and intention.

To quickly put reality into perspective, the idea that we all
inhabit an 'illusory' world as described by the hindus and even plato, is the momentum of thoughts which were put into place

long before we ever did, and which are the initial 'shell' into which a human being emerges into.

These thoughts, these cultures, these beliefs, these customs,
along with genetic tendancies, when left unknown, create a self-projecting illusion world, which
in nearly every way will synchronize with what is both actual and consensus, but depending on the level of immersion into the

illusion, will always lead to ... living life again in the shell. better luck next time.

From his eyes I could tell his thoughts.

From his thoughts I could tell his destiny.

So, to contextualize this all, I ran into a youtube video about HPPD: Hallucinogenic Perception Persistent Disorder.

If you don't know by now I do not categorize things as 'disordered' when I cannot
understand them -- especially when the body of knowledge that I am drawing on is
cultural and not objective -- when the body of knowledge that I am
drawing on is in its infancy (25 years ago this was the realm of shock treatment
and lobotomies, ya'll).

So I do not plant in my head that I have been experiencing HPPD for the past 10 years.
Because as the map above explains, (which is not complete - thought discrimination?),
what you think creates an expectation for what you think is possible - i.e.
your destiny.

So I put forth that a majority of "mental illness", "anti-social behavior", and other
selfish, destructive acts and modes of life, are a result of improper thoughts, on
whatever foundation, which is gained during childhood usually from genetic/environmental contact.

That is, your parents could have some pretty poor thought process for some fundamental
thing, either regarding self awareness, social awareness, productivity,
decision making,dealing with
emotions, self importance, mating, or any combination, which when given attention and
focused on can cause great disaster, as anyone in this world can see, having drastic
measures with bad plans results in ... having plans that don't really make sense ...
are just a result of momentum ...

What are some old trains of thought?

I believe religion is a great one.

In some ways it is a good thing, but overall I feel it to be a cultural legacy
which has outgrown its overall effectiveness and usefulness, though still serves
as a foundation for many things in this society, and world, through our societies
beliefs on its relation and potentials in the world.

Well, don't let it get to your head.

Who needs a creative, non-rational thinker in todays world? I do ..
society doesn't.

So, to drive the nail in further, the quest of the psychedelic
knowledge here has been drowned out by pleasure seekers, know-it-alls,
feel-instead-of-think hippies who have some of the ideas ... LOL!

I think the psychedelic experience is the key to gaining true insight
into the nature of reality and the distinction between what we percieve
and project and what is *actually* existing .. that amongst a lot of things - and I don't think people have to "do" the

drugs, either.

Medical marijuana is cool and all that ... but I think psychedelic
research is much more important, on a grand scale. Besides, drugs
being illegal is another faulty, useless, relic from the past that
needs to be 'updated' with better information and handeling.

So, relevance? These are all of my struggles at attempting to
stay sane in this insane world. Or, put properly, I had to go
insane to stay sane here.

Put another way .. freedom is great.
But with that freedom you have to create your own boundaries,
and somehow I forgot a lot of fundamental things that most people
are passed down and or know inherantly.

So this is my creating of a universe.

So tiring. Lots of stuff to fill in.